Love..

I don't know why they call it heartbreak. It feels like every other part of my body is broken too..

Chloe Woodward.

Have you ever been in love? Well what a stupid question, you say, for who hasn't? It is a feeling that builds up within you, taking over your life. you stop thinking clearly, forget what the sane people around you are saying- this won't work! Why will it not work, you ask and soldier on, with all the hope in the world that that person who made you feel that way, that person you want to spend your life with, will somehow come to his senses and will tell you that he too feels the same way...

Then one day you realize, that it was not meant to be, and with your heart shattered into a million pieces and ground to dust you realize that your life can never be the same again.. And you don't want to go back to being normal, being the daughter, the sister, the friend that everyone knew you as.. You are a different person now, and view every other obstacle in your life as being there only for you..

But love isn't supposed to make you feel that way, for you are forever comparing yourself to the lucky ones who have managed to snare 'that' person and wonder why are you the unlucky one who could not have that one person that you cared so much about?

And you also wonder will you have the same feelings for someone else ever again, or is it a total waste of time trying to move on when you are stuck with the feeling that you can't, when you have tried for over two years and you have failed, time and time again..